I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH LUPUS FOR OVER 18 YRS OF MY LIFE. SINCE I TURNED 50 YRS OLD MY HEALTH IS GETTING WORST. LIVING WITH THIS DISEASE IS VERY DIFFICULT. I JUST HAVE A HARD TIME MAKING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS UNDERSTANDING WHAT I FEEL. BECAUSE THEY LOOK AT ME AND I DON'T LOOK SICK PHYSICALLY. WHEN I'M ALONE AND IN SO MUCH PAIN I JUST CRY JUST TO RELIEVE MYSELF.
YOU NEVER KNOW ONE DAY TO ANOTHER AND I DO HAVE FAITH AND I STAY STRONG BUT, WE ARE HUMAN AND WE DO BREAK DOWN FROM TIME TO TIME.