self portrait
I've been at this for almost a year now. Did you realize that? I won't celebrate yet because the date isn't until Janueary 1st. However, I've been thinking a lot about how far I've come as a person since I started this whole adventure.
I am competitive, creative, intimidating (at first), compassionate, entertaining at times, moody, smart, a geek, loud AND quiet, a little weird, I don't offend easily and I can be pretty freakin' silly.
It's one thing to know these things about yourself and it's another thing to REALIZE them. To actually take stock in everything about yourself and start to become genuinely O.K with you. To say "I am who I am" and really believe it.
I sometimes let other people define me. I won't do that anymore.
So, who are you?
I am competitive, creative, intimidating (at first), compassionate, entertaining at times, moody, smart, a geek, loud AND quiet, a little weird, I don't offend easily and I can be pretty freakin' silly.
It's one thing to know these things about yourself and it's another thing to REALIZE them. To actually take stock in everything about yourself and start to become genuinely O.K with you. To say "I am who I am" and really believe it.
I sometimes let other people define me. I won't do that anymore.
So, who are you?
I am.....wondering how you took that picture...pretty neat.
I am Todd H. Page.
I am a lover AND a fighter. I like to squish jello in between my teeth when I eat it. It makes a pretty disgusting noise, but it tastes delicious. I like to think I'm pretty nice to people, mostly, except for sometimes, when I don't. I have ten fingers and ten toes, that I can wiggle and wag. I've been known to re-enact that scene from Peter Pan [the mary martin version] whenever I encounter shadows on a wall. The one where the one hand shadow eats the other hands shadow? I'm a techie, and a geek. I build shit, and get stuff done. I try not to talk about people behind their back, and I get frustrated by catty people quickly. I'm in a very new place in life, and it's all good. I love that noise slinky's make when you "slink" them in your hands. I try really hard to think before I talk. But I rarely succeed. I am bad at meeting people and taking compliments, but have no problem talking to strangers. I am a walking, living, breathing, paradox. I had alot of fish, but they are all dead now. I am not who I was. And it's awesome.